Aubrey Plaza is opening up about her life after the death of her husband, Jeff Baena. The “White Lotus” star is a guest on the latest episode of her friend and former “Parks and Recreation” costar Amy Poehler’s podcast, “Good Hang.” Baena, a writer and director, died by suicide in January. He was 47.

Speaking with former “Parks and Recreation” co-star Amy Poehler on Poehler’s new podcast “Good Hang,” the 41-year-old “White Lotus” actor said the grief has been like a “giant ocean of just awfulness that’s right there.”

Aubrey Plaza has described her grief over husband Jeff Baena’s death, likening it to “a giant ocean of awfulness.”